Jumpsuit

We've all seen the picture of Nicole Richie in the black jumpsuit and everyone agree that she looks stunning but most of us would just look like walruses.

Yesterday when I was out shopping a saw this fabulous black jumpsuit and I just had to try it on. And guess what! I looked so hot! It was gorgeous on me, it almost fitted perfectly. There was just one problem.... I'm to tall. The distance from shoulder to the crotch was okey if I just stood still, but if I lifted my arms a bit there was this feeling of cameltoe... Nothing was showing, but it wasn't comfortable. I tried a larger size but then it was to big I just looked fat... So i left it hanging there on its hanger.

It just had to be 3-5 cm longer and then it would have fitted perfectly... You can fix a lot of things with clothes so they fit You better, but I don't think this can be fixed in a good way.

If someone's interested in it you can find it here!

Disenchantment

I don't know what it is, but something hit me like real hard the other day. It was like an awakening!
I realised that I really have to take better care of myself and my body in order to feel and look good.

So I've been buying a hair mask, a heatprotecive cream for the hair (for blowdrying or straightening), wax stripes so I can wax my legs tomorrow! I've also been exfoliating my entire body and rubbed a light self tanning moisturizing lotion all over my body, on every tiny spot I could find.

I also ordered a new face lotion and some other lotions and stuff to pamper my body :)

Tomorrow there will be waxing, doing face and hair masques, eating chocolate cake and vanilla ice cream and of course a lot of girl talk :)

Btw, my feet still smell peppermint! (well, at least they don't smell something else :P)

Volume!

I love my new hairdresser! She's soooo good!
I said to her how I wanted my hair and she was like "Okay, first of all your hair is totally wrong for you, but hey, we'll fix it, I'll just do like this..." and than she took the scissors and just cut off a great part of my hair!!!

I thought she was kidding with me! But she explained how it was going to turn out and it was even better than I had hoped for before I came there. I got what I wanted but ten times better! :)

Oh, I love it! :)
And the best of all: I've got volume! How I have longed for it all these years, and she fixed it in about an hour! Wonderful!

Sick, like always...

This is not one of my best days...
I've had a horrible headache the entire day, my face is hurting, , my throat is hurting, I'm hot like fire and sweating like a pig (sexy, I know...) and I really hate it!

I've been taking pills all day, and it's just helping a bit... And tomorrow I have this final exam of the Environmetal course we've had this spring. To be honest I haven't studied. Tomas was here yesterday and today and I just haven't felt like it. But it feels like I'm going to be fine anyway! :)

I was supposed to go to the blood bank tomorrow to donate blood (or at least the white bloodcells) but as I do not feel okey, I will have to cancel my time... Like always... I think I have been cancelling it more times than I've actually been there. :S

I want to be healthy and be able to donate blood like anybody else!
I hate beeing sick all the time... :(

I just hope I get well til wednesday next week, so my eardrums don't get hurt when I'm flying to Tomas, 'cause that wouldn't be good at all... :S


By the way, I'm going to get my hair cut tomorrow, but I don't know how I want it... I just know I want to keep the lenght as much as possible and I'm thinking about a long bang, something like Nicole Richie has from times to times. The problem is, I'm not quite sure it will fit me... You see, I've got the straightest hair in the world with no volume, no nothing... So I really hope the hairdresser can say whether it would look good on me or not.

What do you think I should do with my hair?!

Plastics

Last week I've been looking at some photos of girls with perfect chins and I get more and more tempted to book a time for consultation with a plastic surgeon.

I want to meet one to discuss if it's possible to create a beautiful chin and what I can expect from the surgury. I also wanna make sure that I chose the right surgeon, that he/she has experience from chin enlargements/enhancements.

I actually think I'm gonna book an appointment just to discuss what he can do for me. The actual surgury won't be until september or october, as it's not a good idea to do it in the summer...

I'm kind of excited already :)

I'm a disaster in the kitchen!

OMG!
I really can not bake scones!
They're still in the oven, but seriously, they are the worst scones I've ever made! :O

I don't know what I did wrong... Well, let's hope they taste better than they look :)

Better go put on some tea, cause they're almost ready!
Wish me luck, babes!

Long weekend!

I'm off for the weekend! Sooo lovely! :)

Tomorrow I will go party with Matilda and maybe her friend Linda too! So i'm gonna to a quick update on the top I think I'm gonna wear tomorrow :) I don't really like the shoulder-straps so, they are so booooring so I'm gonna take them off, twist them and put them back again. I'm also going to put an elastic string in the back so it will fit better. I guess it's good that I'm at least a little handy :P

Today I'm going to make myself scones. I don't think I have eaten it since I was like thirteen or something, it's gonna be so good!

Oh, I'm so happy today! I don't really know why, but I like it! :)

Karate pilot

[BILDEN ÄR CENCURERAD /TJ]

And I give you, The Picture of the Year - Karate pilot :)

We were just fooling around a bit before Tomas left this afternoon and I got this hilarious picture of him!

How could you not love him?! :)
This picture just made my day :)

Aaalmost friday!

Short visit at school in the morning, about 2-3 hrs only. Kind of soft, we finished a groupwork, and it actually feels good!

And I bought myself a new cellphone :) A silver/grey SonyEricsson K770i (not the same color as in the pic, I'm to lazy to take a pic on my own today) Okey, I know I just bought a new Nokia like 3 months ago. But hey, this is good, cause I can call Tomas when he's in Prestwick for 0 sek/min and that's great. :)

I really should be cleaning my apartment right now, but I got stuck in front of the computer looking at a lot of thinspo! I found a girl which posts like 30-40 thinspo pics each day! Lovely to go back in her archive and just look at all the stunning pictures :) Love it!

Well, I guess I must carry on with the cleaning, cause it's a mess here. Looks like a tornado just passed by... :S And tomorrow my boyfriend will be coming home, so it would be great if he actually would be able to walk on the floor without having to jump between piles of clothes... :P haha!

I feel worthless

I got fired today.

and that's all for todays post.

Logistics exam tomorrow

Today I will be studying for the exam tomorrow. I don't feel like it. Well, that's normally the situation when I'm about to study...

I think I'm gonna bake a good chocolate cake for me to motivate myself a bit :)

Do you have a prom coming up?

and by the way, I'm selling my prom dress :)
A wonderful princesslike dress! You can find my ad at Blocket!

Happy monday

As I don't want skincancer I went to pharmacy today to buy sunprotection products! I bought a stick for the face and lips with spf 25, a lotion for the body with spf 20 and an after sun lotion.
There is only one bad thing about sunprotection products: They are expensive!! But hey, it's worth it if you don't get cancer!

I also talked to Ryanair today and they said that something went wrong with my booking, something with the bank... So I had to book again and this time it all went fine! I got the confirmation e-mail in about two seconds, just as it should be :) So yes, I'm going to Prestwick June 4-9 :)

Happy, happy monday! :)

It's a lovely lovely day!

Today I've been out in the sunshine studying logistics for the test that's coming up next week.
I took my books, a great salad with eggs and cheese and a my red blanket and went to "Kumlasjön", a small artificial lake in the middle of Kumla. I spent about three or four hrs there reading and just enjoying the nice weather! :)

Now I feel like goign out for a walk! :)
And tonight I'm think I'm gonna bbq, so a walk to the store is a good idea right now :)

Don't we all just love and hate Ryanair at the same time?

Right now I fucking hate Ryanair!
Well, not like it's the first time...

I just bookes tickets from Skavsta, Sweden to Prestwick, Scotland for June 4th to 9th and then I get a page that says that I have to print the page and bring it to the check in. Wtf? I'm not even supposed to check in on the airport, I'm doing it online! So why do I have to do that? I don't have a printer...

Plus I haven't recieved any confirmation e-mail yet.... Fuck. If they fuck this up I will personally strangle Michael O'leary! Well, okey, maybe not, but I will hate Ryanair for the rest of my life.

They fucked up my last trip. Not in the same way as it seems like they're doing now... They changed Tomas' base from Stansted, London to Prestwick, Glasgow after we had booked tickets for me to come visiting him in London... It was supposed to be this weekend, I was supposed to be just outside London now, not in Kumla...

So I guess you all understand that I really wanna go now..
*sigh* Still waiting for the confirmation e-mail.... Last time I got in a couple of minutes.
I guess I will leave the computer on tonight so the page which I "should print" it still there in the morning...

Kumla vs Prestwick

I know I didn't post anything yesterday. That's because I was in school all day and then I spent the afternoon and night with Tomas.

Oh, I just love when he's here! Kind of sad it isn't more often... And now he's off to Prestwick (Scotland) again and won't be home until friday.

It seems like I will be going to Prestwick in the beginning of June! :) It's gonna be so nice, even though I'm only staying for like four days. Hopefully I will be able to stay longer when (or if) I'm going there in July again during my summer vacation! :)



By the way: It's very nice weather today so I think I'm gonna take my logistics books and go out and study a bit and hopefully get a nice tan in the same time :)

Have a great day!

It's been a long day

Okey, so it's already thursday! (meaning it's friday tomorrow!!!)
Feels so good! :)

It's been a great day with nice weather and a couple of extra hours in bed this morning with my boyfriend. Yes, I know, I was supposed to go to school, but I didn't feel like it so I skipped the first 4 hrs and only went for the 3 last hrs.

Even though I stayed at home until lunch it's been a long day and I'm really tired now, so I'm gonna huddle into my bed and sleep :)

Hope you guys had a great day! :)

Funeral

This is no fun.
This weekend my great-grandfather died. My dad is completeley heartbroken, and it really hurts seeing him like this.

A couple of minutes he called me to ask if I am planning on going to the funeral. He's not going, he cannot handle it and have told the whole family and great-grandfather as well that he's not going, and at least great-grandpa accept it and thinks it's okey, so I hope all of the others accept it to.

I didn't know Bertil that much. I think I only met him like five times or something, and I didn't feel anything (except the normal sad feeling when someone-you-know's relative dies) but now when he asked about the funeral it all just fell apart... I started crying. Suddenly everything felt so real... And I don't know what to do. Am I going or am I not?

I've got a couple of days to think about it, the funeral is not until May 21st.

It's not easy...

Update: My mom asked me if I had decided yet wether I'm going or not. Well, since my father called me and asked I have had like two minutes alone thinking of it... So how could I have decided?! Seriously?! Anyhow, my mom gave me until tomorrow morning to think about it. How easy is that?
The thing that bothers me the most is that I don't know what is expected of me. I have no idea.

In some way it feels like it's best to just go, so I don't regret afterwards that I didn't went...

Seriously, I really don't know what to do...

Sick

Ough, I hate being ill. It started yesterday afternoon when I was at my parents house, my troath felt bad and a had a bad headache (which actually isn't unusual at all, but this was the "starting-to-get-ill headache")



I was so hoping I should feel fine today if I just went to bed early. Sadly I didn't. So right now I'm drinking hot water with a lot of honey in it, like my third cup for today, and it really helps! :)

I've been talking to csn this morning and they said that I will get my money this thursday - and then she said how much! I thought I was going to fall of my chair! I thought I would get like 4000 sek, but no! She said 9000 something sek! That means I will make the summer! :) Feels great! Okey, sure I will have to return the money later on, but not until I's got a job, so it's not a problem! :)

So, two thing done already on my to-do list (as I'm doing the laundry as I sit here) and just a few to go! :) And later me and my father will be out practising driving and parking the car :) Really need to get going now as I'm planning to get my drivers license in the summer or early fall :)

Monday

So, new day, new challanges!
Today we have been vistiting a refuse collection company to take a look at their work for a better environment. It was actually kind of interesting and everybody were really kind and answered all our stupid questions! :) We will be going there on thursday as well to continue our investigation and the lesson after we will summarize what we have found and present it to the class.

Oh, I want friday again! I wanna party! :)
We had a great time last friday, even though there were hardly no people! I found not only one, but TWO dancing poles and I enjoyed it! :) It was so fun! So now I'm trying to make my boyfriend by me one, but I'm afraid he won't... :P

Matilda and me at Klaras, and yes, I had a bit too much to drink!
Note that you can see the dancing pole behind me! :)

Welcome

So, I've got a new blog and this will be the first post.

In this blog I will write about my life and all what comes with it; my boyfriend, friends, shopping, interior, fashion and education, you know - the regular.

So, who am I?
I'm a 19 year old swedish girl who lives in a apartment in Kumla, Sweden. I'm studying logistics and I have just about a year to go, which feels great, I'm really looking forward to start working!
I'm taking any opportunity to spend time with my boyfriend when he's in Sweden and when he's not here I spend as much time as I can with my friends.
I love fashion and interior, but as I'm a student I cannot live out my dreams, as "student" is synonymous with "poor".

So that was a very short presentation of myself, but you will get to now me as you read my blog! My ambition is to blog at least once a day, but some days are stressier than others... You get the point :)